That Guy that Holds the Door.

Lie awake staring at ceiling.
Think through everything that I would love to happen.
Think about every conversation that I would love to have.
Think about every goal that I would love to achieve.
Think about every step I could take to make that happen.
Believe that I can actually make it happen.

Pass out.

Wake Up.

Realize how stupid those ideas and how impossible everything is in reality.
Still keep on hoping and believing.

Rinse.
Repeat.